Hope in the Garden

My eyes were dark. Not in color. But in deaths shadow. I have heard it said that our eyes are the light into our soul. My light was burning out. Smothered by the ravages of seven different kinds of chemotherapy. I can see it in the pictures of me from 2012. The darkness trying to snuff out my light. But it did not succeed! Nor will it succeed. The wonderful thing about light is, if there is even a glimmer of it left, darkness can NEVER overtake it. Ten Miles. The approximate length of 146 football fields.  In complete and utter darkness.  You can't see your hand in front of your face.  But if a candle is lit at the end of that ten mile stretch in front of you, your human eye could see that flame.  One because the human eye is an amazing creation of our wonderful God and two because.... Light always pierces the darkness. Light= illuminates, makes visible, gives comfort, shows direction, gives hope, exposes to real, allows us to see with o...

Starting over. Always re-NEW..... each day, each week. Each month that is flipped over on that calendar. Each black-eyed-pea-Happy-New-Year-Day. Thanks giving (eucharisteo) always precedes the miracle and Thanksgiving comes before the miracle of Christmas, the miracle that Jesus came right into our mess, And this Christmas miracle, God with us, comes before the New Year or our messes would have no hope for a new  year, no hope for any thing being made new. ..(.Ann VosKamp) Starting over new. But are we really starting over....renewing? Or are we starting over.... AGAIN!!! Trying to make it different this time but still holding onto all the old baggage.  You can not keep doing the same thing and expect to get different results.   Which is why if you are sick with cancer or a degenerative disease, you HAVE to change the way you eat. Your Grandma's genes didn't give that to you. You inherited her eating habits. Those same habits have been passed down for generation...

It has been a long time since I posted on my blog.  I was busy getting tangled in life. Getting too far from the simple things that matter. In this time that has passed, I also had my sixth month cat scans. Lots of people were waiting to hear the results. I never posted them.  I had to have time to process. I don't want anyone to get discouraged in what I am about to tell you. My cat scans this time showed very small growth in the tumors. I did not lose my faith.... I know and believe God has  healed me, but I did feel like someone punched me in the stomach. ONLY because I am tired. I have became weary and tired of all that I do in my protocol to heal. I have allowed it all to become way too complicated and tangled and messy and overwhelming. Dragging me down. Wearing me out. Causing me to lose sight of and not rest in the Light and the Truth. This is not ever what God wants for us. Like Peter, I had gotten my eyes off of the One who kept me above water. So...

I first wrote about his story in my blog dated last May 15, 2012, titled; How do you want this to turn out? He wasn't feeling well that day. He was very sick from chemotherapy. An older couple, Him Italian, Her Hispanic. He only understood some of what I told him about natural healing. His wife would translate, until I spoke about God healing us, then he understood and agreed. I tried to guide them in the necessary supplements, how to juice etc... I haven't see them in months, even though I have kept in touch via email. Until yesterday. I got a call, they were here visiting from Guatemala and wanted to see me. I immediately ran out the door  to go see them. He looks wonderful! I was so happy and thankful that he is healing and feeling good in the process.  I don't know these people outside the walls of the health food store, but I just love them. I am happy God put them in my path to love. So.... What does God expect of  us? Interesting question isn't it. ...

Good Morning!!! Chris Wark from chrisbeatcancer.com has a video up on his website of an interview with me. Check it out! And anyone looking for my list of references and my protocol I am using to heal from cancer go over to my September post on my blog called, "FULL of Healthy Life changing information". Have a blessed day and Heal Strong!! www.chrisbeatcancer.com

How pink is your October? I don't know, what part of the world you are living in, but where I grew up, October was filled with brilliant yellows, oranges, reds and browns. Fall colors, Fall leaves. Cooler weather and cotton sweaters. Gorgeous. My favorite time of the  year. In October anything might be possible. The hillsides turning from a solid green carpet to God's bouquet of colorful flowers. How amazing is that? What a miracle. But this year, instead of being met with that familiar Fall theme, everything in the whole front of the store is PINK! Pink clothes, pink ribbons, pink pans and even pink appliances. Everywhere, people are wearing pink clothing. T-shirts, hats and bumper stickers, that say, "Race for the Cure". Is this pink suppose to bring hope? Being diagnosed with any kind of cancer is not a time to celebrate anything. This pink campaign is not helping anyone except the people who are sticking the money in their pockets.  In case someone o...

Have you ever been in a room so dark you can't see your hand in front of your face? Been in a dark place outside where you are trying to make out what you see ahead of you? It looks to be one thing but the darkness has it so distorted and when you come upon it, it is totally different than what you thought you saw? Darkness distorts our vision in a big way. But darkness is only the absence of light. Trying to get a child use to the dark,  you turn the light on, have them look around then turn the light off and back on to show them everything is still the same. But when they look around in the dark there are shadows that make scary images, seeming like there are things present that are not real. Fear enters because of distorted vision... and not trusting that their parents are in the room and not trusting their own experience that these bad images are not in their rooms in the light. We live in a fallen world. In the Garden of Eden, God walked with Adam. They had a relations...